Another screwed up lifetime because of... I don't even know what caused this. Jealousy, intolerance, hypocrisy; all at their best. And now it's done forever after so many months that we all spent lying to each other it was starting... It was dying again...

Friends are not forever, are they? They're not friends, then. How do you call that people that you will just think they'll stick up forever and together but something as stupid as dishonesty destroys it? They can't be called, even, ex-friends...

Anyway.
Happy Holidays to all of youuu.

Is it Hanukkah or Christmas, try to be the happiest you can. <3

UM, IT'S TURNED IN LIKE, A DEFINITE STATEMENT.

If I am ever going to move out of here to NYC or wherever else I want to go/visit, it will be only and solely because of the education OR that I really marry Patrick Stump (who knows, sthu).

Not another reason shall possibly take me out of here. Just, no.

These past few weeks I've experimented and really felt what is like to be salvadorean and, even as hard as it can seem, it's my country and I love it. This is where my heart will ever rest and the fact that there are better chances of getting a good life outside this line, I'm not leaving. When I grow up, I have it almost totally decided, I'll become a doctor and help people that deserve gratuitous health service here for the ones that need it the most. No, I really don't care if I ever get paid, that will make them happy and it's, after all, fair, because they have no money at all. And it's all about them.

It's my people.

Oh, and the other, very seconding reason is: THERE ARE NO SKA/PUNK/WHATEVER YOU LIKE TO JUMP AT SHOWS LIKE THERE ARE IN HERE. Seeeriously.

I don't even know how to start this. I really thought we were over with all this exhibitionist racism already. Around 50 years aprés?
Well, I am a latin girl but I have nothing against them. All of them are American, white skinned, finely employed- you know, we're different in almost every superficial way, but I won't say I hate them because that would just make me a disgusting racist back. And I actually think that 'hate' is a way too strong word for this.

Because, the newspaper said, they were just doing it peacefully, walking around, with their KKK costumes and everything, expressing themselves, because we all have that right, no? Unless it hurts the dignity of another one. But fuck laws so far...

It's turned into something about morals, you know? About 'this are not the 50's anymore'. And I feel like I've been fucking slapped because, you know, this thing they're calling 'latin invasion' is just (my) people that are searching for a better opportunity to survive. Most of the cases are, in fact, of the majority of latins immigrating for a servitude that, weirdly, will pay more than an extremely scant possibility of job in here.

And we don't have enough employment because we don't have good education. And we don't have good education because we don't have money. And we don't have money because the USA/Socialist & Marxist Russia/Vaticano/China Wok/etc, for the past century, plus ou moins, that country has tried to dominate us through treacherous, made-up governments that had made us waste lives and all our patria, fighting for freedom. Fucking freedom and fucking life.

Only if you weren't informed of it.

And yes, that's all old history, but right now, you, me, we are facing the consequences. Yea, 'invasion' (pfft.), whatever that floats your boat, but I think we're gonna humbly, mildly get it back.

Tell me if I'm wrong somewhere, but I will discuss it for my own, freedom of speech.